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Sunday, 25 January 2015

Misleading and not helpful

Hi,

Foggy is away living the dream in Kerala and has given me permission to write this blog post.
I deliberately keep this campaign light and upbeat as I feel there are more than enough heart wrenching ME life experience blogs/campaigns/websites in the world already. I am trying to make this campaign engaging and enjoyable to follow whilst highlighting the awfulness of this increasingly common debilitating illness. I think non sufferers do not understand the politics surrounding the ME/CFS debate and many of the other issues which cause discord among sufferers/campaign groups. I want to focus on educating without the veil of politics confusing the issue. I don't usually comment on the latest research findings as my brain just doesn't understand what it is reading (I was dreadful at Biology at school) and I don't want to add fuel to an already confusing medical subject.

However, last night I went to a friend's house for dinner (very nice too) and a recent article came up in conversation. She asked me if lack of exercise could contribute to my symptoms. I wondered if she was asking the question because of the research article published this week, she said yes it was. I spent the next 15 minutes attempting to explain why/how exercise affects my symptoms (I don't think I did a very good job as I/we don't know why!). Her view was that if symptoms were already bad without exercise then surely exercise wouldn't have an overly negative impact. I explained that it makes symptoms 10 times worse. She is a supportive friend and accepted my reasoning without arguing...I wonder if other sufferers have encountered that this week?!

The article below was published in the Guardian but it could also be found in a number of other newspapers this week.

http://www.theguardian.com/society/2015/jan/14/chronic-fatigue-syndrome-patients-fear-exercise-hinder-treatment-study-me

This article made me incredibly cross; yet again it hints that ME sufferers are lazy and avoid exercise. Let me explain how MY body reacts to exercise.

I hate that I can't walk/cycle to work and drive in every day. It would be about a 45 minute walk door to door and I know some of my colleagues do this. I know that half way to work I would start to get dead legs and by the time I reach work I will be so exhausted I will be too tired to do any work and would have to go home. the over exertion would impact the next few days and would probably lead to a few days off sick. Many times, I have taken my dog Patch on a 30 minute walk and when I reach the farthest point from home my symptoms double. I get brain freeze; I just can't think straight and my legs go numb. I collapse when I do get home, I am usually shivering whatever the temperature, have swollen glands, my cognitive skills will have gone AWOL; my spinal cord feels like a flimsy piece of spaghetti and I can't hold my head up as it feels like a dead weight. I only take Patch for walks at weekends so it doesn't impact greatly on work, luckily.

A few years ago I went through what I will call a remission period. I could go to the gym 3 times a week...do a 30 minute cardio/weights session and then go to work. I used to get that lovely post exercise buzz until around lunchtime, symptoms would gradually get worse throughout the day and I would be exhausted by bedtime but it was manageable. I had been advised by doctors that exercising could help with my depression and M.E. and so I was experimenting. Unfortunately, I then experienced stressful events in my life and thoughts of exercise vanished as my M.E. symptoms came back with a vengeance.. 20-30 minute dog walks have been my limit for the past 2 years.

My own personal view is that, if you have moderate/mild M.E. then it is good to stay a little bit active so that your body doesn't go to sleep completely. To be honest, just struggling into work, shopping, day to day tasks cover that without the need for specific exercise. Movement is a good thing if you can do it. However, severe sufferers can't do that and I am assuming that just breathing is enough movement to have to cope with; let alone speaking, blinking, watching and interpreting things around you.

I do not have a fear of exercise, I simply have to micro manage my energy levels to make sure I have enough energy to get from A-Z every day without collapsing. I find it incredibly insulting that the research team mentioned in the article seem to think that we don't exercise because of fear. The article is extremely distracting from the key issue; we need more research into the causes of the illness not just random headline grabbing rubbish about how to manage symptoms. Most sufferers listen to their own bodies and manage symptoms accordingly. Having the illness is bad enough without having non sufferers preaching that we don't help ourselves by not exercising.

Sally

Thursday, 15 January 2015

16th January 2015 - It's Foggy's 6 month birthday!!!!!!


Happy birthday Foggy!!!

Party time!!


Sally knows it is usual to celebrate birthdays in years but as Foggy is a soft toy dog a year is like a lifetime!!! 

The first 6 months of Foggy's World Tour have flown by and it is slightly unbelievable that he is half way through his globetrotting adventure already. He has made a lot of new friends along the way and would like to send big sloppy doggy snogs to them all.

Here are a few photos of the past few months; he has definitely been out and about!

Christopher Columbus' tomb....Seville

Plane 'on hold' circling over London on the way back from Copenhagen

Iceland

Come on Arsenal! Day out at the Emirates Stadium

Jordan

Derry's Peace bridge

Sicily

and then there was Foggy's Christmas message..http://youtu.be/amx-iNdL3iA

So far Foggy has travelled around 73,000 miles and raised £2080 - fantastic!!!

In the next few months he is visiting Kerala, Osaka, Melbourne and Venice....Foggy's head is spinning with excitement!! 

Foggy hopes you all continue to enjoy following him on his World Tour. Please don't forget that, as fun as this campaign is, the main aim is to raise funds for desperately needed medical research. 
Donate at www.justgiving.com/mefoggydog

Foggy is going to have a lovely birthday; lots and lots of Wotsits and snuggles will be coming his way.

Doggy snogs,

xxxxx


Friday, 9 January 2015

Foggy's latest itinerary

Hello!!

Foggy has been very busy over the Christmas/New Year period but is now resting in Foggy HQ back in the UK. He has 12 more sleeps until he heads off for his indian adventures with Uncle Derek and Aunty Pauline (no relation but they are two of his favourite Foggy Followers xx) 

Various mini trips around the UK for the next 10 days including going to an Arsenal football match this Sunday! Foggy is very excited!!
20th January - 8th February      INDIA  (Kerala)
10th February - 18th February      AUSTRALIA  (Neighbours!!!!!)
21st February - 28th February    USA (New York)
4th March - 10th March    HAWAII 
17th March - 25th March      JAPAN    (Osaka)
2nd April - 8th April    ITALY (Venice, Verona, Montova) with Sally!! 
GAP AVAILABLE FOR FOGGY-SITTING VOLUNTEERS
2nd May - 21st May  MEXICO
GAP AVAILABLE FOR FOGGY-SITTING VOLUNTEERS

Foggy has covered 72,000 miles so far....... wow. That's three times around the globe.

Foggy's World Tour will end on the 16th July 2015. If you would like to help Foggy with the later stages of his globetrotting please email Sally on mefoggydog@gmail.com.

Doggy snogs from Foggy xxxxx

Tuesday, 6 January 2015

Brain fog

Hello!

I (Sally) have insomnia (one of my M.E. symptoms) and I have decided to write the latest blog post while Foggy is fast asleep in Foggy HQ.

This blog post is about perhaps one of the most noticeable symptoms for me to deal with. It's a symptom that other people can actually detect, some days quite easily! Brain Fog.


In the past few months, my brain fog has got worse. Family and friends are noticing more frequently that they have to finish my sentences (surprisingly not annoying - much appreciated!) or remind me of things I have done. Twice in the past week taps have been left running because I have been distracted and forgotten that they were even turned on! Luckily there were other people around to turn them off to avoid a soggy carpet!

Pre-M.E, I was like a human dictionary; spelling was something I excelled at, but now I question simple word spellings and constantly doubt that they are spelt (is it spelt? Or spelled?! ....see???!!!) correctly. Friends used to come to me if they needed help with spelling instead of a dictionary but now...not so much! I even make up words; for example I have been saying 'lackage' for months. In the context of....'I have a severe lackage of brain power today'. In my mind it SOUNDS like a word! I even looked it up in a dictionary to see if lackage exists...it does....but not in the same context. I struggle for words all of the time and so maybe it's not surprising that I have made up my own!

I find the inability to string a sentence together (occasionally) extremely frustrating. I literally freeze like a mouth gaping goldfish while my brain fishes around for the right words to say. One of my current habits is starting a sentence, having to stop because I have lost my thread, I pause (5 seconds), say 'rewind' out loud (so whoever I am talking to knows I am not going nuts!) and start again. I tend to start sentences half way through as if I am in such a rush to say the uber exciting thing I am thinking about out loud I miss half of it! If I get distracted and have to come back to the conversation minutes later do you think I can remember what the heck I was talking about?!!!....um.....no chance!

When I am extremely tired I find following conversations difficult; I kind of zone out. My friends can see when I tune out of what they are saying. Apparently I look blank and a bit vacant. I wish I could capture in a photograph what my eyes look like when I am very tired and zoned out as, I've been told, sometimes it's the only indicator and my invisible illness can be seen. I've lost count of the amount of times per day I say 'I'm not sure if I have said this to you already but...', my short term memory has never been great but has got noticeably worse since having M.E. I can't remember names, place, dates, events. Diaries, wall charts and calendars are my life savers! I know a lot of non-sufferers say that but if I don't put it down in some kind of reminder I completely forget. I've missed work events, meetings, social events, car MOT's, tax renewals, vet appointments...I even forget my medication dosage! Memory loss can be a bit of a nightmare when I try to remember which medications I am allergic to! There are now so many I have to have the list written down. I even forgot how old I was a couple of months ago. I had completely lost 5 years! My mum and I had a slightly weird conversation as I/we worked it out!

Learning new stuff can be testing; it does depend on how it is delivered. I can't do wordy emails or documents. I lose concentration very easily. Perhaps (even though I have an English Literature degree) that is why I haven't read a book from start to finish for a very long time. I lose concentration after a few pages and completely forget what I have just read! This makes me sad - I used to be a very booky (is that a word?) person; I always had my head in a book pre-M.E. If I have to learn things in a practical way, and actually 'do' the thing I am learning, I find it so much easier to remember. 

During low moments, I doubt that I have attained a post graduate degree. Who me? I did that? Are you sure?! I have no idea how I found the mental capacity to study at that level...and pass! That is when my M.E. symptoms began; I am very glad that I did not accept the advice to take a break and try again at a later date. I definitely would not be able to study so hard now; I simply don't have the energy or brain power to write about comparative Russian politics...at length!

I find it very difficult to talk about myself in the third person on social media. Obviously, Foggy only has tiny paws and can't type ( ;) ) so I have to do all of his admin work for him. I have been picked up a few times by eagle-eyed Twitter and Facebook followers for speaking in the wrong person. With all of the work I have to do on a daily basis is it really surprising that I slip up occasionally?! When it is hard enough coming up with something to tweet about, then working out how to make it engaging and then thinking about spelling etc...my poor brain gets a bit fried! 

I hope that Foggy's Followers are finding the campaign engaging and fun to follow. I would like engagement to start being reflected in the donations. I love that people around the globe are finding Foggy fun and want to follow his adventures but I am running this campaign for a reason and that is to raise funds and awareness for the ME Association. Foggy will only be around until July 2015 and I want him to reach his £10k target. SO, if you think you could help make Foggy's dreams come true and reach his donations target please donate via www.justgiving.com/mefoggydog.

Thank you and doggy snogs from Foggy,

Sally xxxx